A lot of randomness.

Worked my last 18 hour day for a while on Friday.

It was my last day of student teaching.

I cried.

I have learned so much, and am so thankful for the time I got to be there. 

I had about a million goodbye cards, and I will love them forever.

Then I worked all day Saturday, and then Jamie and I went out and joined the masses of the last minute shoppers, because I decided I wanted a new dress for Easter. 

I had something really weird happen to me, when shopping though.

For the first time in a very long time, I felt super uncomfortable and unhappy with my body.

It took me a very long time to come to terms with the fact that I will never be a size 2, and to learn to love my body the way it is.  

But for some reason, while trying on dresses, I had this attack of self-consciousness.
I actually cried in the dressing room, and told Jamie "I feel humongous! I hate it!"

It actually kind of freaked Jamie out a bit, because as he said "In the 4 years we have been together you have never voiced any kind of concern like that to me at all." 

I was able to pull myself together after a few minutes and a husband pep talk, and have a good night.

I'm still a bit shaken from it though, and don't really understand why it happened.

But anyway, this is the one I ended up with:

I'm really happy with it, it's super cute.

It'll also work great for the 3 weddings I have to go to this summer. 

More than anything, I was just excited to get to spend the evening with Jamie.

We still don't see much of each other, and we can't wait until the school year's over, so we have more time together. 

We also had our grandfather clock delivered!

Jamie's Nan left us that clock specifically in her will, and I know he is so thrilled for it to be at our house finally.  It looks amazing.

The picture totally doesn't do it justice, but I hope you can at least tell how grand it is. 

I love it.

I was a bit worried that the chime would annoy me at first, but it's actually very quiet, which works perfectly for us.

And then yesterday for Easter, we were going to drive to Rockville and spend it with Jamie's family, but after church Jamie just wasn't feeling well.

He still isn't, and the doctor told him today that he is not allowed to go back to work until wednesday.

I think it's a combination of exhaustion and a cold he is coming down with. 

He just feels totally run down, and exhausted all the time.

Hopefully these two days off will help. 

(And I'm pretty thrilled about having him home with me tonight and tomorrow night.)

So, instead, we spend the evening of Easter taking naps, watching movies, and studying at Arby's. 

It was actually really great.

I'm excited about a lot of things.

School being almost over, Summer, more time with Jamie, my garden, and vacations, including a visit to see Misty very soon! 

Yay!

But now i have to go do homework, to make sure that I pass this class and can enjoy my summer. 

Uggh.

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Cold Sheets and Golden Globes

I thought I was going to bed, seeing as I have to be up at 6:30 AM, but, our sheets were in the dryer, and they were really cold, so I am heating them up. Yes they, are still in the dryer, I know, I'm slacking, just like they were here. 

Anyway, I have spent the entire evening looking through the dresses from the Golden Globes.

Misty, I'm sure you have been too, haha, so I thought I would post my Top Five Best, and Worst, Dresses of the evening, or at least that I have seen so far, while my sheets dry so I don't freeze to death tonight, and then we can compare. 

Yes, I'm aware this is silly and frivolous, but I can honestly and shamelessly say, I love dresses. 

So there.

Oh, and also, I have no copyright for these photos, I got them off Yahoo. 

So there, again.

Natalie Portman is always phenomenal. She didn't disappoint again tonight, and I love the fact that she slightly accents her baby bump. 

I love Helena Bonham Carter, and I have a great respect for her personality and self confidence, but really. Mismatched shoes for crying out loud? Whatever, Helena. 

While I think Megan Fox is possibly the worst actress in the world, I think this dress is fantastic. Just wish I had her legs for that lovely little slit.

Heidi Klum. Come on. You are a supermodel. Act like it. Platform chunk heels? And you let your husband leave the house in brown shoes with a black suit!

Leighton Meester, while I know your name, I have no idea what show/movie you are in. But, even though I know a lot of critics are going to be harsh about your dress, I love it. I think you look incredibly classy.

Jennifer Love Hewitt, most people try to find dresses that are flattering to their bodies. Just saying.

I respect Jane Lynch, her strength, and her sense of persona. I also think she cleans up rather nicely. 

Julianne Moore, you are in like 50 "B" movies at my store right now. Surely you could pool your money from those and buy more than 1/2 a plastic pink garbage bag?

Julianne Hough, I don't really know why you were at the golden globes, as you are a dancer attempting to turn singer, but I want your dress. Seriously.

And Rita Wilson, last (and maybe least), how many award shows have you been to? Can we start acting like we aren't a 20 something from the 90's?

Once again, it makes no difference to me whether they wear a garbage bag or a gorgeous gown. My life isn't altered. But, it is fun to dream, and pretend like it matters, sometimes. 

Lessens the things that do makes life tough.

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