Saturday, October 8, 2011

Here we go again...

Well friends....
More bad things coming my way.
Over that same assignment as last time, from the same woman as last time.
Who is not my teacher.
So I'm not really sure why I'm being called to a meeting my her and my professor,
over my lack of quantity in my work.
I could go into the long, drawn out story of how I had 3 weeks less to work on it then everyone else, due to my prof changing my focus student halfway though, which was completely out of my control, and she totally knew it, but what's the point.
I'm getting screwed over here. 
End of story.

I'm kind of numb at this point.
How much worse can I feel, I was so depressed at the end of last semester that I could barely get off the couch.
I'm not going there again.
I've created a rebuttal for all of the things they said I did wrong, and I'm going to go in and present them with my head held high, because I haven't done anything wrong.
I'm also going to the dean of education, and presenting the same information.
I hope I can get through to someone.

How can one person be so determined to derail someone else's life?

If I can't continue at my school now, 
I WILL get my degree.
I am a good teacher.
It's all I've ever wanted to do.
I'll probably transfer back to BSU, and commute for a semester, which is all i should need.

This is where my strength is coming from.
Every day, I've been writing 
Romans 8:31 
on my arm.

What then shall we say to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us?

I'm pretty lucky to have an awesome husband who believes in me, too.
Because here we go again...

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Things of late...

It's been a while.
Sorry friends!
I've been uber busy. 

Here are some new events...

I (mostly) finished the class I was retaking.
What a relief.

I got (and still am) super stressed about work.
I work really hard.
A lot.

I love painting class.
And just painting in general.
It's been incredibly soothing.

I love my husband, 
and get to see him at least a little more since my class ended.
Which has been awesome.

And things are all around, average, normal, and decent.

I promise a more in-depth post soon.
I'm just enjoying life right now.